Sentinel Poetry (Online) #36 – November 2005

Online Magazine Monthly…since December 2002. ISSN 1479-425X

 
 

 

 


Rob Mclennan

 

blindness: seven poems for kate

 

        “I want to give everything to this burnt flower: I’ve nothing;

          I bury my face; set it in water.”

                    -- John Thompson, Stiltjack

 

        “Optometry begins with an I.”

                    -- Jason Christie

 

 

this is not an explanation, but

a small degree

 

when crossing the street, looks left, & then

not as left

 

would you mind if i revised

my statement, thing

 

it doesnt matter if you can ride

your bicycle

 

leans to one side, just like

her mother

 

after the optician, now

we follow

 

 

II

 

 

some light & some shapes, but

little more

 

on the darker side

of her

 

one half of her signature

scarred

 

not that it seems

to bother

 

more us

than her

 

both shaken

& stirred

 

but then her other, what since

long improved

 

the border she stops at

further abroad

 

III

 

where does she walk, favouring

one side

 

a distance that goes further

into detail

 

what she would have lost,

just yesterday

 

the rain erases snow

from her backyard

 

the sun on her forearm

 

a hard knock rings

her kitchen window

 

this is the sheetmusic

of her youth

 

IV

 

forget her comments abt

peg-leg, or patch

 

my child

 

blind in one eye, & drunk

on chocolate

 

would she drive me around

when im eighty

 

her mother says, you wont

live that long

 

we pick

at last nights food

 

we look out

over long communion

 

V

 

looks good, in new blue glasses

 

unknown where the scratch came, fall

or something viral

 

all ahead me now, begins

to slowly fade

 

my age, by decreasing inch

 

where blood mixes thick

w/ saliva

 

what chance did she have, genetics

can be cruel

 

a stretch of grey

 

thick dark hair & a penchant

for oddities

 

VI

 

she says: what do you know, yr

too old

 

or was that me

 

& shes too young, for

consequences

 

rolling her eyes at what,

a mere suggestion

 

suddenly, the sheer confidence

of youth

 

& glasses match, her new

blue coat

 

what she has come thru

so far

 

VII

 

this is a darkness

that conveys a sense

 

of certain light, a thing

in recent memory

 

a colour that translates

a shape against the skin

 

or rightness, when remembered

w/ some

 

into the descriptiveness

of seeing

 

what had not been there

before

 

 

April ‘02

Ottawa

 

 

 

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